tiktoktiktok..sabi ng manok???

paglipas ng isang taon, ano na nga kaya ang nangyari sa puto?

kinain.

pero siguro, hindi masarap, kasi puto galapong, kaya hindi naubos, niluwa na nga ang natira, napanis pa ang iba. pero sa kabila ng lahat ng iyon, ibang pakiramdam ang aking nadama, noon lang kasi ako ulit kumain ng puto. kahit alam kong maaaring hindi masarap, sinubukan pa rin.

sabi nya, tapos na ang kabanatang iyon...

kaya eto, salamat sa iyo, kahit tapos na, gusto ko lang sabihin na hinding-hindi ka mawawala sa puso ko. putek, ang cheesy ko. pero ayun, sana mabalik yung dati nating samahan, nung panahong hindi pa tayo. masaya kasi yun e. sana maging magkaibigan tayo.

psst,,, mag-joke ka naman! hehe!

bago ako pumasok sa klase...

bago ako pumasok sa klase...

maliligo ako, magbibihis, kakain,

magtu-toothbrush, magsusuklay,

magbu-blush-on, mag-aayos ng gamit...

bago ako pumasok sa klase...

Oh my God, wait and see

What will soon become of me?

This frozen heart

Screaming wheels

But does that screaming come from me?

bago ako pumasok sa klase...

kaibigan,

palagi ka nalang andyan

oo, palagi kang andyan..

bat ang layo mo?

andito ako.

sana minsan

pumunta ka naman dito.

bago ako pumasok sa klase...

ikakabit ko yung pink na palawit

sa cellphone kong bulok.

bago ako pumasok sa klase...

bakit wala akong kontrol sa buhay ko?

bago ako pumasok sa klase...

dear ate charo,

itago nyo nalang po ako sa pangalang tekla.

idudulog ko po sa inyo ang istorya ng aking buhay.

ang kwento ng fish pond na walang laman.

bago ako pumasok sa klase...

minsan sa may mayumi tayo'y nagkatagpuan

may mga sariling gimik at kanya-kanyang hangad sa buhay...

minsan tayo'y naging tunay na magkaibigan.

bago ako pumasok sa klase...

sana ganun kadaling sabihin na ganun lang talaga...

mahirap kasing umasa

sana hindi nalang ganito ang nadarama

sana malimutan na.

bago ako pumasok sa klase...

isa munang malupet na soundtrip.

isa munang malupet na tumbling.

isa munang malupet na iyak.

isa munang malupet na irit.

parang atin ang gabi.

male-late na ako sa klase. ayokong pumasok. pero adik ako sa pag-aaral.

what'll she look like when she opens her eyes

and sees what she wants to see

instead of this cold mirror's lies

and all the pieces complete

she says with a sign

"I think I'm ready..."

what'll she sound like when she opens her mouth

and all the phrases sound right

as they fall out

and she says "yes" and she's not

scared of the sound

she says she's ready

will she be soft will she be strong

will she be ready to be wrong

will she move too fast or wait too long

will she look me in the eyes

what she'll look like

what'll it feel like when she opens her heart

and finds that there just might be a small missing part

and whether with or without me

she has to start getting ready

what'll she look like when she opens here eyes

will she see just what I see

will it be a surprise

to find that she hasn't changed,

her eyes are just a little wider now

and she's getting ready

will she be soft will she be strong
will she be ready to be wrong
will she move too fast or wait too long
will she look me in the eyes
what she'll look like

Knew the signs

Wasn't right

I was stupid for a while

Swept away by you

And now I feel like a fool

So confused,

My heart's bruised

Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far

I never had your heart

Out of reach,

Couldn't see

We were never

Meant to be

Catch myself

From despair

I could drown

If I stay here

Keeping busy everyday

I know I will be OK

But I was

So confused,

My heart's bruised

Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far

I never had your heart

Out of reach,

Couldn't see

We were never

Meant to be

So much hurt,

So much pain

Takes a while

To regain

What is lost inside

And I hope that in time,

You'll be out of my mind

And I'll be over you

But now I'm

So confused,

My heart's bruised

Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, So far

I never had your heart

Out of reach,

Couldn't see

We were never

Meant to be

Out of reach,So far

You never gave your heart

In my reach, I can see

There's a life out there

For me

unfair.

bakit may mga taong makikitid ang utak? hindi maintindihan ang mga bagay na kasing sensitibo nung issue?

sabi ng mga kaibigan ko, wala naman dapat akong ipaliwanag sa kanila. pero damn, bakit ako lang sinisisi nyo? sa ganitong klaseng sitwasyon, hindi lang iisang tao ang may kasalanan. oo, tama, magalit kayo sa akin, pero wag naman sana sa akin lang. tang*na naman o, bakit ko nga ba kailangang mag-explain ng side ko, at pilitan na magbago ang tingin nyo sa akin. hindi ko naman kayo kilala, malayo kayo, at higit sa lahat, hindi ko kayo kailangan para mabuhay ako!!!

pero sana, tigilan nyo na ako... gusto ko ng tahimik na buhay, buhay na malayo sa mga mapanghusgang halimaw na katulad nyo.